Had a long conversation with my friend Sumon.I felt the old bond once again re forged and my decision of going to Kolkata for support from my parents and friends was not a wrong thing to do.The reason they didn't intervened or felt worried because they couldn't believe that this could happen.
Well as always speaking with him gives me a much clearer picture and alternate strings of thought to think over.Can it be really possible that she was planning it long back since she was with him…she was just pretending to love me and wanted me to take her back..show her affection and love.Was it really true that she wanted me to rescue her from the present situation..and I blew it up once again? Bang…
Or it could also be true that she had this planned cold heartedly for a long time.Just was waiting for the right moment to execute it.She hid the truth in the veil of darkness and didn’t let me know. Possible.Knowing myself to be too much trusting and believing 100% of what she said..Bang Bang
Or it could be just an emotional outbreak which will recover once I land back at Kolkata…Phew…
Whatever be the case..I have decided to act what's best for all of us.Patience and wait and watch what happens next.The showdown will be LZEED at Kolkata.
For my Reference I have chalked out a plan of action
My Plan 01
Phase A
No Contact.Severe the contact with her and let the pain heal.Initiated on 12th October 2011.
Phase B
Write a handwritten letter that will contain a first aid as per literature but truly will contain a nuclear warhead which will rock her foundation if everything goes as planned.The letter will reach her on 26th-27th October,just before my visit to Kolkata.
Phase C
Initiate contact after going back to Kolkata and call her,on the night while going back to home from airport.It should be short and quick.Gauge the mood and next phase..if god wills…Discuss with parents and try to initiate contact with her parents before making any call…but if the mood remains same strong and deniable then try to initiate a full phase retaliation while speaking with her genuinely for the last time.
Phase D
If every thing goes as planned..Initiate the plan for engagement and registry and if fails drink till you drown and then next morning prepare for the toughest battle of your life which is going to last forever….
Noting significant to report for today
Signing off
Santanu Ghosal
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